moi?

Because it seemed time, I've been poking at a meta essay, dissecting, analyzing, and attempting to identify origins of my responses and reactions to things like dubcon, noncon, gender determinism, defiance vs. surrender, pigheadedness, passive aggression, and apathy. I may share some of it here, at some point. Conclusions so far? I am one kinky fucker, although my kinks do not align with those of fandom at large. I fall outside the bright lines of normal, but in a relatively uninteresting and colorless way.

Sort of like the husband teasing me about my preferred palate for bland and white food. Because really, for the most part? Life, too loud, too bright, too sharp, too fast.

Oh, who'da guessed?