SON OF A BITCH

Apr. 30th, 2026 12:10 pm
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June 2, 20206
NYC

AMC & AMC+ Present: The Vampire Lestat: One Night Only - LIVE

Lights Down. Volume Up. Fangs Out.

On the final stop of the band’s decadent North American tour, The Vampire Lestat transforms the Beacon Theatre into a cathedral of chaos. The night kicks off with the exclusive premiere screening of The Vampire Lestat—your first hit of the myth, the menace, and the music.

Then the one and only Lestat de Lioncourt hits the stage.

In full rock‑god form, Lestat unleashes a live musical performance soaked in swagger, spectacle, and immortal excess. This is part screening, part concert, part temptation—designed to shake the walls and leave the faithful wanting more.

One night. No restraint.

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This is one of those times that I'm sad I'm not an actual big-name influencer, because you just know some of those types will be flown out for this.
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Well, fuck. The nausea wasn't all the stomach bug. Some of it was the Mounjaro. I gave myself the shot on Tuesday afternoon and by 10am yesterday I was feeling nauseous and now I've added the repeated bathroom runs. This is no bueno, and Mounjaro will not be coming on vacation with us. I'll just skip it for a week and restart when I come back. Because apparently, side effects will ease up in a few weeks, but I am not feeling like this on my vacation. Just hell no.

Once we get home, I'll restart and give it a couple weeks to see if it settles down. I'm going to be on a ship with unlimited free food. I am not spending the week nauseous.

We've got Jess mostly packed. Being nonbinary frees up a lot of luggage space apparently. They don't have to worry about dresses or which shoes to take. They've got a pair of tennis shoes and a pair of crocs for the pool and that's it. We have a couple of more shirts to pack once they're washed today, and after that, I think they're done. Their suitcase topped out at a whopping 30lbs. Mine for comparison is 43. They'll have to pack their carry on bag but knowubg Jess that won't be very much stuff either. Fancy night is much easier when you don't have to pack a ton of extras.

We've all got very bright or saturated colors for our bags to make them easier to see on the baggage claim. Mine will probably be toughest to see, as it is a very pretty gunmetal/navy color. Jess' is a bright teal, my sister's is dark purple and the BIL has forest green. We should be good, I hope.

Yesterday was very busy. I spent most of the morning frantically paddling through the pile of messages and emails, and then moved to shifting people into the slots that were open. It was a good day for that. I had no less than 3 people tell me that I was their favorite person. One nearly cried with relief that we could get them in to check the breast mass.

After work, I was going to go pick up meats at the punjab market, but I felt assy. I think I'm going to order from instacart to get the meat for Yoda's food. Cooking it will be a fresh bit of hell, because it smells bad and icky when my stomach is in top form. I don't think it'll be any better with an upset stomach.

Tomorrow night, we go to get Yoda. THe pictures continue to be adorable. Yesterday, he apparently got a poopy butt, but they're taking care of it. We have lots of good pictures, and it sounds like he's doing well. It's been really quiet in the house. I even miss him barking at our neighbors. We also have an open house at a newly opened spa. I probably won't stay long, but if I can get a seated massage, I'd be happy. Of course, that is contingent on how I'm feeling on Mounjaro.

Holy Shit, 7 days )We have games set up all this weekend. I've got Blades on Friday, then Marchen on Saturday, and then [personal profile] poisontaster is running Prophecy of the Nine Omens, which is always super fun. I'm also going to be doing a lot of cooking, so that Yoda will have food for our trip.

I'm really proud of him for being such a good little gentleman. Every other report card we get talks about how sweet he is, and how he's a pleasure to work with, which is lovely to hear. He can be such a little asshole sometimes, but it's nice to see that someone else sees the good side. I really can't wait to pick him up tomorrow. I've missed him horribly. I'm not looking forward to putting him back in 5 days later, but he really needed a couple of stays for lead up to vacation, and after the pet sitter decided he was "too wild," we didn't have much time to do it in.

One of his report cards says that he's really opening up to them, which is good to hear. I want him to be comfortable and as stress free as possible.

I plan to get a visit package, so that he can go for a few days here and there after we're back. I feel like that would be good for him. And he'll spend the night when we go to see Rocky Horror and Weird Al.

I mentioned in the cut part that if anyone wants a post card from Canada or Alaska, I bought some postcard stamps. Just send me a message with your info and I'll do my best to send you one. If you have a specific city you want it from, let me know. We're going to Seattle, Vancouver, Juneau, Ketchikan and Skagway.

And now, I shall go forth and get myself together. Everyone have a wonderful Thursday!
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I've been nearly 100% awol for poor [personal profile] casey679, who's written a beautifully creepy story based on my prompt - thanks bunches me dear, you're a star!
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The prompt
2. Where the wind blows
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no wonder my life feels so...cramped lately.
Not exactly a nightmare, but not exactly "In my sleep, I'm free," like some of my new FB mispocheh.(I don't NEED that, but once in a while, it's nice, I guess.
(And it did make me think of things I'd rather not, so if dreams have a spectrum, it's kind of on the "nightmare" end of it.)
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It's Hump day! Thank goodness, we're halfway through the week. This week and the three days next week are just going to drag on forever.

Yesterday was a quiet day. I spent most of it trying to fill a cardiac MRI, but I swear, no one wanted it. Fortunately, one of my coworkers finally filled it in, because I was ripping my hair out. I swear, I called over 45 people. Half didn't answer the other half felt like July was just fine for their heart scan. After that, I tried to start filling the Cardiac Schedule for Columbia, but the stystem wouldn't let me, so I'll need to wait a bit for that to get fixed.

After that, with everyone's stomachs behaving themselves, I ran out and got some Italian food from a place that opened nearby. The food was very good but lord, we have so many leftovers. I'm planning to have my short rib ravioli for breakfast. Sadly, I ate the shrimp scampi appetizer, but it was SO good.

We got another good report card for Yoda, which was nice. I really like this place. They send twice daily "report cards" which are usually kind of cutesy and positive, I'm sorry pawsitive. Even the corny, cutesy stuff makes me inordinately happy. He seems pretty good, but I've been a little worried that he was stressed, and that's why he was being such a total love pig to the staff, because we hadn't seen a full body picture where his tail was up. well, yesterday's pictures alleviated that worry with this picture.



He looks so happy! I nearly cried. I'm missing him something fierce, but that did help to settle my nerves that they're the right people to leave him with.

Then, we sat down and watched the rest of the video series of the British couple taking the same trip we are, which was very nice and relaxing.
Yup, she's about to spew random vacation thoughts again )
Tonight I have to go pick up some meats so that I can make the dogs food. I've got lamb and goat and chicken gizzards and livers. The stinkier the better for Yoda. I'm going to go on a cooking spree over the next few days, so that we have enough food for his kennel stay. I need 24 packets, and I usually get 7-10 packets our of a batch, so I've got at least three or four cooking sessions between now and Tuesday. I also need to make more of the food to hold him from Friday night til Tuesday. By the time we take him on Wednesday morning, I will need to have made at least 36 packets minimum on hand. IT might be slightly less, because I still have some in the freezer from the last time I cooked.

So tomorrow, I'll start cooking and vacuum sealing. They like us at the daycare, because we bring pre-portioned food that makes it easy for them to dump and go. Also because we have "the sweetest dog," who is "a pleasure to work with." Go figure.

The good thing is that aside from sealing, the cooking isn't that labor intensive. Throw meat into pot at 7:30am with water to cover. Boil until 10am, when you pull the meat and bones and then throw in veggies and rice. (he's especially fond of sweet potatoes or butternut squash and green beans) Boil them until tender/done and put the meat back in at lunch time. Cover, and portion and seal it after work.

On Friday, a spa that we have gone to is opening a new location near us, so after work, we're going to go visit, and have free seated massages. Then, it'll be off to get a dog who will. yell at us.

We're going to have a quiet weekend, and tie up any last little things that we need to do before we leave.

Okay, time for me to hop off and get myself ready for work. I've only got 6 more work days before we go. They're going to feel super long and dragged out, I know. Everyone have an amazing Wednesday!

Eldergoth Nostalgia

Apr. 28th, 2026 05:01 pm
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Or to quote Rasputina, "The scene is never what it used to be".

I had a lovely, wistful sort of dream the other night in which [personal profile] solstice_lilac gave me an old compilation tape she had made long ago. (In the dream) I had a full stereo system with a tape deck that magically produced fantastic-quality audio, and I immediately played the tape. It was 120 minutes of gorgeous ethereal swirly goth music. I woke up with the melancholy realization that 1) I couldn't remember any of the bands on the dream tape, and 2) they probably didn't exist in the real world. 

But oh! It was lovely while the dream lasted. 
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Are We Nuts? (4917 words) by dreamlittleyo
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Relationships: Ted Lasso/Jamie Tartt
Additional Tags: Season/Series 03, Past Roy Kent/Ted Lasso, Past Keeley Jones/Roy Kent, Past Keeley Jones/Jamie Tartt, Jealousy, Power Dynamics, Alcohol, Bad Judgment, Misunderstandings, Age Difference
Series: Part 6 of Burning and Building Bridges

Summary: It's a strange equilibrium, but Ted and Jamie are on solid footing these days. They've put their inappropriate connection behind them and figured out how to work together, coach and player, perfect professionalism. But when a moment alone leads to a misunderstanding, Ted learns Jamie's intentions aren't as professional as he thought.

Read on AO3...

Or read below the cut... )

 
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It's Tuesday! We all survived Monday! It wasn't horrific, even though we started the day down by 3 managers/semi managers (like me). As a result, I was not on the phone. I spent the first four hours of my day on the Teams chat, answering questions. In the past, this led to people questioning me, but yesterday it wasn't bad.



It didn't hurt that they were relatively easy questions, and it made the morning fly by.

The afternoon was a wee bit slower, but we got through it.

Unfortunately, my sister also has the stomach ick, which necessitated cancelling a work trip. I feel horribly guilty, but less so since she was really not excited about going. And this will make it less likely that she'll be sick for vacation. The score is now Plague 3-Humans 0. I'm still having some occasional queasiness. It's not bad, but once in a while it still pops up. Usually it only lasts for a minute, but it is there.

After work, I had my psych appt. That was as usual, a nothing burger. Ten minutes later, I was on my way, and we were good to go.

Yoda is at the kennel all this week. Twice a day they send us pictures and report cards. Today, all of his pictures was him snuggling up with the staff for pettings and love. There were some seriously cute pictures, too.





Is that not the smugest damn dog ever?

His most recent report card mentioned that he is the sweetest dog and how it's a pleasure to get to work with him.

I'll draw your mind back and note that this is the dog who flunked out of another daycare. The dog who made the in home sitter say "No, he's too wild," and cancel his second meetup. My dog is awesome, I love him dearly, but he's an asshole. He barks at other people, dogs, sounds in the hallway like it's his Olympic event. But not for them! No, he's the sweetest dog. I can't even.

I'm glad he's happy. I'm paying an exorbitant amount for him to be kenneled this week and for the vacation because he's in his own little suite. No crate for our little prince. He gets a room to himself with both a dog bed and a four poster bed. It has a camera in there so we can watch him while he naps. He gets multiple enrichment sessions per day. (Which for him seems to be cuddle sessions, fuck that lick mat in particular.) And those life giving updates, where the kennel workers jot down a few sentences and send them to us. We live for those. It'll be easier on vacation, when were doing stuff. But while we're just sitting at home, it's hard to be without the baby.

I know it's needed. He needs to get more social, and he needs to get used to being boarded for multiple nights, so he knows we'll come back for him, but it's tough on us while he's away. The house is too quiet. No jingling tags, no barking. It's quiet. No walks, which has honeslty been a blessing for Jess while they're sick. Between my knee acting up and the stomach bug, I haven't taken him out in a week at least.

We are officially down to single digits til vacation. Things are ramping up, and the excitement is rising. Our boarding passes downloaded to our phones, so that's another step towards the cruise!

Cut for more babble about vacation, much of it a repeat, I'm sure. )

Today, hopefully work will be quiet, and it'll be a good day. It would be nice if everyone is back, but we'll see. I can't remember if I set up my away message yet, so I should do that so that I don't forget. I've already put in mail holds and Fedex holds, so we should get minimal packages while we're away.

My stomach continues to improve. Yesterday, I ordered from a nearby Jewish Deli so I could get Jess and my sister some matzo ball soup, which was so good and salty and delicious. I had some and also got myself half a brisket sandwich, all of which settled. Dinner was chicken noodle and latkes from the deli. I liked the matzo ball soup better, but the chicken noodle was also good. Depending on the state of tummies today, I may be ordering more.

Jess, I think, is on the mend. They're still a bit queasy, but not the full blown nausea of Sunday night. My sister is currently in the throes of full nausea. We'll see how they're both feeling today before we decide between soup and crackers or something else a tiny bit more adventurous, like grilled chicken.

And on that note, I'm going to hop off and start getting ready. Everyone have an outstanding Tuesday!
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But I'm gonna use it because the other attempt was, either slogany, or White Chick Dropping Beats because I'm still watching that doc about Afeni and Tupac Shakur, and nobody needs to see that, in my own estimation.
this one has a unifying image, at least.Read more... )

The infrared scope of pointlessness

Apr. 27th, 2026 12:04 pm
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(Thank you, Fall Out Boy, for providing post titles.)

I'm currently at THREAT LEVEL: BANDOM, which is different from me just deciding to listen to the bandom playlist. Mostly because it's an early sign (warning?) that my stress levels mean I'm starting to hit the "Pete Wentz gives voice to deep emotional truths in all of his lyrics" stage, which is entertaining but a little worrying. In other words, it's a super early signpost for the road to Crazytown. 

My stress levels are high because a) being out with food poisoning last week meant that I lost a lot of traction on work projects. I knocked off a few of them on Friday, and today is about nagging multiple PMs to give me the information they promised to provide LAST week. The more things change and so on. 

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I can also tell my stress levels are high because I've been looking at blog posts/watching videos about Whitby Goth Weekend in the UK to decide if I want us to visit Whitby on our UK trip, and I keep rolling my eyes at the steampunk folks. Which is unkind and mean-spirited of me, but the romantic and vampire goths want our damn top hats, frock coats, and jabots back, dammit.

I've decided against Whitby, because my research has shown that any of the things related to Dracula are, well, kind of silly/tacky. (Part of the book is set there, for those who haven't read it.) Also, I'd much rather go to Glastonbury and roam the witchy and eccentric shops. 

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Guess who is contemplating adding even more talismans to the 24/7 necklace stack? No, I don't know why I feel that I need to, but whooo do I.

Fiction

Apr. 27th, 2026 02:44 pm
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Stephen Graham Jones, The Buffalo Hunter Hunter: horror horror )
T. Kingfisher, Illuminations: fun for younger readers )

Dessa, Tits on the Moon: poetry )

Cat Sebastian, Star Shipped: romance on set )

Nnedi Okorafor, Death of the Author: racialized posthumanism )

Kai Butler, Shadow Throne King: assassin's need )

T. Kingfisher, Snake-Eater: western approaches )

Laura Elliott, Awakened: grumpy review of apocalypse premise )

Tasha Suri, The Isle in the Silver Sea: excellent fantasy about stories )

Jim Butcher, Twelve Months: the saga continues )

Ilona Andrews, This Kingdom Will Not Kill Me: isekai done just right for me )
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And somehow we’re back to Monday, all over again. Ew. I feel like I lost most of my weekend to being sick, which is annoying. Worse yet, I spread it, and now Jess is sick too. They spent yesterday nauseous as hell, and ended up dropping out mid-game. So far, it's just been the nausea, but we'll see how it progresses. We have ginger ale! I feel horrible that I gave them my ick, while at the same time I'm kind of grateful, because it means that it's probably not the Mounjaro that caused my distress. I'm going to take the Mounjaro shot today and hope for the best. If it makes me nauseous, that just means that it's not coming to Alaska. I can take Rybelsus for 10 days if need be. By pushing it to Monday from Sunday, it means that I would only need to take 1 shot. (I'll still take two just in case of trip delays.)

On the other hand, I'm feeling mostly better, though still not 100%. Mostly now, I'm just a little more tired and my back is still tender from all the upchucking. I apparently came within inches of throwing my back out, judging by how sore it was Sat night into Sunday. It's improving as well.

Yesterday at noon, we took the puppy in for his longer boarding before the big one. He'll be there 5 days, and his humans are already lonely as fuck. I know it's important that he get accustomed, but it's hard on his parents, too. He's in one of their penthouse suites, which is a small room with a doggy bed and a four poster bed for his use. It's very nice and I hope he has a good time. The couple of times I've looked in, he was either in the bed, or laying by the door. It's an important step, but it sucks. I want my dog. But in 9 days, he's going to have to spend 12 days there, and I want him to be comfortable, and know that we're going to come back for him, even if 5he's there awhile. Still, it's very quiet in the house and I don't like it.

More vacation babbling, cut to spare those who don't care about the minutia. )

Today shall doubtless be busy, and I'll be on the phone a lot. The new phone system has not been as bad as expected, though sometimes there's definitely some lag. I did what they suggested and am using an ethernet cable to connect, because they swear that wifi isn't sufficient for their precious systme, Which is a failure of their system if you ask me. They sent us new headsets, which I hate. They squeeze my ears more than the old one. As a result, I'm still using the old one, which works perfectly well.

Lots of shit going down at work, though. I know we're losing one person, and I think a couple of others are on thin ice, which will suck, because it takes a couple of months to train a person to do our job, so even if they hire people right away, (which they won't. Hopkins is slow.) we'll be short for a while.

My friend starts on May 11th. Right when I'm out of town, so I'll make sure to ask my other friend to send her a welcome message. And I'll send one before I leave as well. She's already set up on Teams and email.

Hoping Jess feels a little better today. I know they felt miserable last night.

I have my psych appt this evening, which will be a nothing burger. I'm stable on the meds I'm on now, so that should be a 5 minute appt if that. I suppose in honor of that, I'll actually put clothes on. I've been working the last few days while I was sick in a nightgown.

I need to call today to get our disposal looked at. A shot glass fell down there, and I didn't realize it, so I turned the disposal on, and now it's not working. Figure it's a good idea if they come while Yoda is out of the house, so as to make life easy. Hopefully, it's an easy fix and I didn't bork the whole thing.

Tomorrow, I shall make Yoda more food, maybe. I don't want my entire weekend to be cooking. But if I need to, I shall. But I'm hoping to cook a couple of times this week, and then once on the weekend to get enough food to keep him fed for his vacation. I will probably have to order more meat, as I think I'm down to ground meat which doesn't work as well for him. The chicken liver and Lamb seemed to be good for him, the liver kind of went powdery, and it made a really nice stew-type. The others have been a little less wet. He doesn't seem to have a preference, as long as it's stinky.

Mostly I expect the next 10 days to drag unmercifully. Especially the Wednesday before we leave. Work is going to be SO annoying that day. I could be repacking, or getting last minute stuff! I think I've got everything I need except hand sanitizer, but you never know. I have a suitcase, a carry on and a personal item full of things I might need, but it's better to over prepare.

And on that note, I'm going to hop off and get myself together. Gotta work to keep Yoda in the manner he's accustomed, with his homemade food and penthouse suite. Everyone have a fantastic Monday!

Genprompt Bingo Round 30

Apr. 26th, 2026 11:42 am
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Complementary Colours (Opposite on the Colour Wheel) Steampunk AU Late at Night Pets Priceless
Oceania Puppets Direct Inanimate objects AU The Company of Strangers
Jams and Preserves Mobile / Carnivorous Plants Wild Card Minorities / Characters of Colour / Women in Canon Jumper/Sweater/Cardigan
The Will to Live The Basement Confessions Grooming (Brushing / Braiding Hair, Painting Nails, etc.)
Following the Tracks / Clues Winners and Losers Women Being Awesome Resonance Memory Related
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Well, I'm cautiously optimistic. My stomach doesn't feel too bad this morning and I didn't throw up after eating yesterday, so that's a bonus. Jess was a little nauseous yesterday, so now I'm wondering if indeed it's a stomach bug that just is slow moving because of Mounjaro. In short, I have no idea. I'm terrified to take my Mounjaro shot today, just in case it was that. If it turns out that it is, I'm going to have to hold it for the cruise. I'll go back on Rybelsus for two weeks. It won't do a ton, but it also wont make me barf my way through the cruise.

We're down to 11 days. Aaah! I feel like I'm mentally running in circles with my arms in the air, just yelling. It's so close! And it still doesn't feel really real, but it's starting to. Especially since the Boarding Passes dropped yesterday. Even feeling assy, I immediately printed them out and tucked them safely in my luggage. As I mentioned yesterday, I don't trust the wifi in the terminal or my BIL's grasp of technology, so I have them saved 3 separate places.

I think, if my stomach maintains behaving itself, we're going to pack Jess' suitcase today. I also need to shift a few things in mine. I moved most of what was in my now personal item into my carryon, and I want to shift a few things from the suitcase to the personal item, and maybe add a lightweight fleece or rain jacket in there, just in case Seattle/Vancouver are having weather. Right now, it's calling for mostly cloudy, but that could change quickly. I have a very light rain jacket that packs tiny, so I may use that. I've already got my rain hat in there. I also want to pack my bathing suit, in case I use the balcony hottub before our suitcases arrive. I don't expect that to be a problem, because most Pinnacle Suite people get their luggage pretty quickly.

For Jess' luggage, we're starting from scratch. But I'll make sure they have enough of everything. I am the (over)packing queen. As a comedian said, "I pack like I'm expecting to shit myself twice a day on vacation." For me that means underwear for the trip, plus 2 extra.

I know we have free laundry for the trip, but the bag isn't very big, so we're going to have to ration who washes what based on what's dire. I've got 7 pairs of leggings, which shouldn't need washing, and 7 tops which might. Bathing suits will probably be okay unless the pool is especially chlorine-laden. Socks might need laundering, we'll see.

I did get a new bathing suit that I'm wearing at the very least on our balcony. It's a goth/industrial bikini top, and high waisted shorts. I don't know if I'm brave enough to wear it to the thermal spa, but we'll see. Jess says it looks hot, but they're biased. I'll probably stick with a regular suit if I go to the pool. Mostly because I don't trust a bikini to stay put if I try swimming.

I definitely am overpacking on bathing suits. I've got 3, which may be excessive. Or not, who knows. I only packed one for Disney, and we swam a lot in the evenings. The pool is only open til 9pm or 10pm, so we'll have to make our evening swims early. I'm not a huge nightlife person, though I do plan to hit the Rolling Stone Rock Room and the Billboard Onboard dueling pianos at least once each. Mostly, I plan to relax, though. It's going to be a nice easy cruise, without a ton of plans. We have one excursion per port, and nothing strenuous. We'll check out the towns a bit, and then go on our excursions, and then come back to the ship and take it easy. I know the sister and BIL are psyched about the BB King Blues Club, so they'll probably be frequenting that. I appreciate that once we're on the ship, there will be different activities, so they won't be in our back pocket the whole time. I'm sure we'll do some things together, but generaly, they'll be doing their thing and we'll be doing ours.

Some of the stuff is showing up on the app as far as daily programming, so that's cool. Right now, it's a lot of promotional stuff, but more is showing up as the time passes. I can't wait for them to start posting some of the enrichment programs. They have programs that give you information about the ports, and things to see and do that I'd like to go to. They also have nightly movies near the pool, though most of those look like family friendly stuff, and not my thing.

Mostly, I want to watch the British Columbia and Alaska shoreline go past. I plan to spend as much time on the deck as possible. We've got this amazing deck that goes on forever. It's got a table and chairs, some more chairs, and then the small jacuzzi and a couple of lounge chairs. It's going to be cold, so some of this might need to be adjusted. I don't know if I'll be able to have my coffee on deck as it may be 30 degrees. Or maybe I will. I've got fleece leggings and a nice jacket and I am stubborn. I can sit out for a while, then jump back in bed and steal Jess' warms.

And now, a meme:

Getting to know me meme swiped from [personal profile] dine via [personal profile] maevedarcy

Origin of your username: I picked it up while I was in Metallica fandom. I wrote a fic about a lonely banshee finding love, and it's a misspelling of the Gaelic version of banshee. I picked it up soon after, and it's stuck. Before that I was PHRHiannon in wrestling fandom.

I always order this food: If a restaurant has short rib, I will be all over that 9 times out of 10. Lately, I have been on a Fish and Chips kick, though.

Current overused emoji: Probably the laughing til you cry face. I use that a lot on Discord. That and hearts of varying colors.

Current favorite show: Tough one. I don't watch a ton of TV. I've watched exactly one Heated Rivalry and one Pitt episode, but I liked both. I just don't have a ton of spare time when my sister's not in the living room. I recently watched Amazing Digital Circus on YouTube and enjoyed that. The short episodes suit both my ADHD and the right time commitment.

Current favorite book: Always Feed, by Mira Grant, with His Magesty's Dragon by Naomi Novak. Both are my comfort reads. I also love anything non-horror by T. Kingfisher and John Scalzi.

Current favorite video game: I don't really have one. My computer is a Macbook, so that cuts me out of a lot of games. I enjoy listening to Jess watching Let's Plays, but that's about it.

Song on repeat: Probably either Hear my Hope fromt he Hazbin Hotel Soundtrack or something by Ghost. I'm predictable.

Last thing you really got into: What qualifies as "really into?" I haven't been in a fandom since Supernatural, and I quit that after season 4-5, so that's a good 17 years ago. I was tangentially into Marvel for a while after Winter Soldier and into The Old Guard for a hot minute. I think D&D is still my fandom of choice, honestly.

Oddly specific thing that brings you joy: Giving Jess hugs while they're still sleep-warm. It makes me happy.

phone wallpaper: Lock screen is an awesome picture of Jess from our Disney vacation. We're on the pier near sunrise getting ready to take the boat to the Magic Kingdom, and they look happy and relaxed. I'm hoping to get a new one in Alaska that I can update it to one sans boobs. The regular wallpaper is the Aurora Borealis over Alaska. It's very pretty and soothing.

What smell makes you happy: I love the smell of cooking bread, especially when I make it. I also love the smell of sandalwood and amber. Black Phoenix Alchemy Lab has some wonderful perfumes that make me happy. Current favorite is Black Rider.

Morning, night, or other type: I love my early mornings before anyone is up. It gives me a few minutes to chill and wake up before I have to people.

What’s your work/profession: I don't even know what to call what I do these days. It's part call center drone/part schedule sniper/part sort of supervisor? It's an interesting mix that I'm still kind of figuring out.

And on that note, I'm going to hop off and drink some coffee and see how that settles. Everyone have a stellar Sunday!
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Today's is probably going to be a short one, because the stomach bug came roaring back yesterday and I feel like ass. I was up and down all night trying to expel everything I'd eeaten during the dya. It was not pleasant. This morning, I'm still running to the bathroom, plus I'm nauseouse as fuck.

So, short one. Up until about 7, I was feeling better. I was able to eat some bland food and I kept it down, but towards the evening, I started to feel kinda crappy. Then, blech.

Work wasn't bad. The phones weren't super bad, I learned that I too can creep on people with our new phone system. They gave me access to the dashboard where you can see what everyone's doing. Part of my job will to make sure that they're not fucking around when they're supposed to be on the phone. It's a little bit creepy, but sure, I can do that.

We had our weekly meeting, but we all were so burned out from the week that it was very quiet and short. We were off the phone in time for my normal lunch.

After that, we relaxed for a bit, and then I started feeling cruddy. I had some dinner, which was a mistake, and then the tummy troubles started.

I think once I finish this, I may go lay back down, since my sleep was very disjointed. I'll take a zofran and maybe a weed and nap. We'll see.

We're supposed to have a game tonight, but I'm thinking that may need to be moved.

Tomorrow, we also have a game, but hopefully, since I don't run that one, I'll be up to playing.

Still no boarding passes for our trip, which is annoying. I want my boarding pass!! Maybe later today it'll come up.

And on that note, I'm going to go take a nap. Everyone have an amazing Saturday!

Prompt: "The Witch"

Apr. 24th, 2026 04:08 pm
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Our final prompt for this year's National Poetry Month is this poem I found yesterday, posted to my own DW, and absolutely cannot get out of my head:

The Witch
by Ye Hui
trans. by Dong Li

On the bridge
A village witch
Tells me

You see nothing
Clearly, since in all your eyes
A fog gathers generations

You have until midnight your time on Friday, May 1, to answer this prompt. Please post your fills of the prompt as separate entries to the community (i.e. not replies to this entry), tagged with the prompt tag. You may post multiple standalone drabbles per entry in addition to drabble sequences and series.

As a reminder, this community has no official presence elsewhere. You are encouraged to share the prompt on social media, if you so desire. It may take me a bit to create the AO3 collection, so please be patient.

Also, I'm going to go ahead and drop a link to the prompt suggestions post here. New suggestions are always, always welcome.
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Well, that was a fun day. The stomach woes continued yesterday, coming to a head around lunchtime, wehn I went full exorcist. I ended up calling off work early so I could be a giant lump. I slept most of the afternoon, getting up to throw up again around 5, and then going back to bed. Still not 100% sure whether this is somach bug or Mounjaro, but I'm leaning towards stomach bug, but I suppose time will tell.

Yesterday, I felt poorly enough that after I finished posting, and doing my morning things, I went back to bed. I may do that today as well.

I'm still queasy, and lower digestive tract is not happy either. I've been running to the bathroom this morning. I skipped my early morning coffee in favor of a ginger ale, which is how you know I must feel bad. I may actually drink some tea!

I've got a game tonight that is on entirely shaky ground right now. We'll see how I'm feeling after work. Right now, I would say cancel, but it's been waiting forever and a day, so I hate to push it. We're pretty near the end of the module, so it would probably be a short session. I'll see how things go.

Still no boarding passes yet. I am waiting patiently for those to arrive. But the meal choice on our flight to Seattle was ready to pick. They had some good things. I (and everyone else but Jess) opted for Parmesan chive eggs, bacon and potatoes. Jess is getting the Bananas Foster crepes, which sound delicious. If it weren't for needing protien, I'd have considered that one.

Tomorrow will be 14 days til the boat, so I'm assuming that we'll be getting the boarding passes then. On the other hand, it's now 13 days today that we leave.

I'm a bit anxious about the cruise. I've never done one, and we are a sold out, or near sold out cruise. How will I do with the people. How fat friendly is the boat? Will I do okay with all the walking. If I'll get seasick. If everyone will have fun. I hope so! I'm definitely going to have to adjust my sleep cycle, which will suck, but I'll get there. The first day, we're going to be awake for nearly 22 hours. Hopefully that'll reset us to PST. Coming back, we span an entire day in one six hour flight. We leave at 10am PST and land at 6:30 EST. Fortunately, coming back I'll have access again to my weed stash, which should help me to go to sleep early. I'm going to miss the relaxing peppermints while we're away. It's going to suck. I wonder about that, too. How well will I sleep on this trip. I'm hoping that most days I'll be too tired not to sleep, but I'm a little nervous about it.

Tomorrow, whether I feel better or not, I need to do some packing adjustments. I went ahead and bought a small carry on suitcase, so I need to move a few things from my personal item and from my suitcase to bring the weight down a touch. Plus, then I'll have access to a fleece if I need one. RIght now, it looks like Seattle and Vancouver are going to be in the 60s's, so even with getting in early, a light fleece will be plenty. I know on the way back, I may get hit with the $100 overweigh fee anyway. It's a very small suitcase, so it's not going to hold a ton, but I will try to switch a few things over to lighten it. I do need to add a dress to the carry on, just in case our bags are late getting to us. Though, since we are the Pinnacle Suite, they'll probably come fairly early.

Apparently uber to the game is super pricey, but the hotel shuttle will drop you at the light rail, which seems to go from SEATAC to the Stadium for a reasonable price. Need to do a bit more research on that, though. I'm debating between joining him to go into Seattle proper and grabbing lunch and sightseeing vs having a quiet day at the Cedarbrook Lodge. Both sound enticing. I guess we'll see how much we get done in Seattle and how well we like it as to whether we want to venture out.

I can't say I wouldn't enjoy a second shot at Pike Placie, on our own time, when the limo isn't waiting. We might be able to hit that French restaurant that I really want to try for a late lunch/early dinner. The last day on the cruise should be pretty chill, so I might feel like a little excitement.

I just plan to have all our documents printed out and in hand when we board. The BIL is not great with technology, so I don't trust him to pull up his boarding pass in terminal. I've got an itinerary with all the phone #s of the vendors and hotels we're using in case anyone needs to get in touch with us. (Mostly the BIL's family.) But it's going to be a great vacation, and no one is going to need anything from us. BIL's mother is going to be fine, his sisters are going to be fine and on our end, Yoda is going to be fine at the daycare/kennel.

I just need to re-figure dinner for the day before the cruise, since apparently people from the Facebook group would like to get together before we go on the cruise, so I'm down for that. It'll probably mean going to a boring restaurant, which will suck, but I started the group for this sailing, so I feel like I should probably be there. Maybe we can sneak in something in Chinatown for lunch. We'll just do Granville Island Public Market for second breakfast. Or first real breakfast for Jess, since they don't like eggs and probably won't have many options at the hotel breakfast.

We'll be on the boat on Sunday, so no Sunday brunch in Chinatown. But we will have the Alaska Brunch. I think we'll finish up our game by then. Let's see, we'll be starting at 9 PST, and finishing about noon. I think the brunch goes til 1, so we might have time for that. I may see if we could start a wee earlier, so we have a little more time. That'll be in the main dining room, which may be the only time I go there. Though I may go there for Tea our last sea day. That would probably be nice. We can have tea delivered to our room every day of the cruise if we want, but since we'll be at port some days, that isn't likely to happen.

I'm planning to take a ton of pictures and hopefully some video of everything we see. It'll all get uploaded to my Alaska folder on Google Photos. If anyone would like to follow along, please feel free. I will probably also be posting some of the best, most exciting pictures on here in the mornings, but I'll put them behind a cut so as to not spam anyone who's not interested. Hell, you might see the occasional afternoon post pop up with "I saw a whale!" If you follow me on bluesky, you're also going to get occasional pictures there as well. I'll save the spam on facebook until we get back, since that's under my wallet name and I'd like my home unburglarized.

So, y'know, my apologies if you see the same pictures repeatedly.

I can't believe that this time two weeks from now, I'll be sleeping in Vancouver, dreaming of Granville Market the next morning. It still seems like a completely made up idea, a scheme that would never actually happen. But I have the airline tickets and luggage tags to prove it, and that's just weird.

The next week and a half at work is going to seem SO long, especially Wednesday. Wednesday is going to drag. I'll have another 6 hours of PTO, so I may leave at noon, so I can flit about the house and watch the clock instead of doing it at work. I know I'm going to be packing my pills and a daily pill case to put them in that night. They recommend taking the bottles. I can fill another daily pill case for the night and morning pills that I'll need before we go. Then in the morning, I pack the cords for the phone, since I'll want it to charge over night. I'm still debating on whether to take the portable charger. On one hand, it could be useful. On the other, fire risk on the plane. Maybe I'll wait and buy an inexpensive one in Canada, and then toss it before we come back. That might be a good plan.

The other day, we were watching a video about the steakhouse we're going to first night, Hy's. It looked so good, even in my vaguely queasy state. It's super expensive, but we're going to live it up. I'm torn between getting the tableside prep of Steak Diane, vs the ungodly expensive 20 oz dry aged ribeye. It's a tough call, because I do love ribeye steak, but tableside flambe also sounds good. It's sure to be tasty no matter what.

Okay, I've babbled enough for one day. Everyone have a most excellent Friday!
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(The container from the refrigerated section.)

I had some for lunch Monday, felt unwell and had a lot of problems sleeping, then woke up early suffering nausea, chills and a fever, excruciating muscle pain, a bad headache, and overwhelming fatigue. 

I did the right thing and tapped out on Tuesday and Wednesday with the hopes of being back to work today. The overwhelming vertigo and inability to think clearly killed that idea.

I am, of course, worrying about 1) the massive chaos I’ll return to, and 2) that’s three sick days that aren’t part of my intermittent leave, how does that look to management, something something job security?

ugh.

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I am not having a happy morning. My stomach woes continue, and this morning, I am not only still a touch nauseous, I'm also running to the bathroom every five minutes. Stupid body. I still have no clue if this is a tummy bug, or Mounjaro. I'm really hoping for the tummy bug. But the Mounjaro would definitely be a possibility. Stomach issues are one of the top side effects. I just need for it to settle the fuck down before work.

When my PTO for this weeks check dropped, I finally had enough time to put in for the Monday after we get back, so my vacation is completely covered, even if I cut it a bit close. I wish I had enough to call out on the Wednesday before we leave, but that's probably not going to happen. I do have 4 hours left of PTO, so if the stomach continues to protest, I might leave early today. We'll see how it settles down.

Once vacation is done, it's back to hoarding PTO like Smaug hoards gold. I have other places to go that I'll need it for. If I'm correct, I should have 9days of PTO by the time October rolls around and another 10 days by April when we're planning to go to Hawaii for a total of 19. OF that, I need 15 days between Animate!Philly, CONfab and Hawaii. So I'll definitely need to be careful of how many days I take off. I just need my body to remain illness free for a bit longer.

Today, we start with the new phone system at work. I offered to come in early, so that I can help out with the clusterfuck of getting everyone signed in and on the phones. It's likely to be a mess, though I did sign in yesterday and test everything, so at least my system will be working.

Apparently, we're going to be firing someone in the near future. They've been stealing a lot of time, so they are going to terminate them. HR is just processing the paperwork. This is the first time I've tangentially been involved in this, and it's weird to see if from the other side. I keep telling A. that if they backfill, I've got a list of people from IKEA who will be happy to apply.

Yesterday was a day. Nothing particularly exciting, aside from the whole firing thing. Oh, and I got to write, coordinate and post a scavenger hunt for Administrative Professional's Week. Also the first time I've been on that side of morale improvement stuff. It's kind of fun. Whie I was working, I had Yoda's dinner on simmer. At break, I pulled the meat out and added some sweet potatoes and some brown rice. Boiled that into submission and then re-added the deboned lamb and the chicken livers. It looked kinda gross, but he loved it. After work, we fired up the vacuum food sealer and made up a bunch of bags. It made 8, so that's a another four days worth.

Our disposal is currently not working, so cleaning the pan could be tough. A tiny shotglass fell down it, and I didn't know. I've cleaned it out, but there must be something still in there. I'm going to wait, and call in maintenance next week when the dog is in daycare.

Today, aside from the utter chaos of Talkdesk, it's going to be a nice boring day. Hopefully the stomach settles a bit.

The trip begins in just 14 days!! This time in 2 weeks, I will be sipping coffee in an airport lounge, waiting for the time to walk to our gate and board Alaska Airlines and wing our way off to Seattle.

I think all the important things are locked in. The itinerary looks pretty solid if I do say so myself. Not overly scheduled, but not under scheduled, either. We've got stuff to do in every port. I don't know if we're going to make all three of our stops in Seattle. Pike Place seems like it might be difficult to do in a short time, so we may end up devoting most of our time to it. The park sounded like fun, but it might get dropped. Of course, adding to the difficulty with Pike Place, we're probably going to be there right around lunchtime rush, so it might be very crowded. The nice thing is, if we miss something, we can just uber back the day after our cruise and visit a second time!

I've got reservations in Vancouver the first night, and as long as we finish in Seattle by like 3pm, we should be good to get there. We land at 9:51, so figure 40 min for luggage, and we're in the car by about 10:45. We get 3-4 hours in Seattle. First shall be the Space Needle then Pike Place. We leave around 2:30, we can get to Vancouver in 3 hours, and have an hour to relax before it's time to go have our dinner at Hy's Steakhouse.

That day is honestly the one that has the most moving parts, so we'll have to see how it goes. Oooh, the food option has come up on the Air Alaska app. Now I have to decide what I want for breakfast on the flight. Decisions!

Okay, time for me to go forth and get myself together. Everyone have a Fantabulous day!

Gratitude Journaling

Apr. 23rd, 2026 12:19 am
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Firstly, hello! I'm new to the comm.

Nearly three years ago now, I stumbled upon an Instagram reel that suggested you write down one good thing that happened to you every week on a piece of paper, and collect them in a jar. I thought this was such a lovely idea, so I naturally took it one step higher: I was going to write down one good thing that happened to me every day, in a journal.

Surprisingly, I've maintained this consistently for over two years, since the start of 2024. I'm the queen of never following through with my ideas/ambitions.

Naturally, the idea has evolved into its own thing. I generally write down something that made me happy in the day, if even just a little bit. I typically ask myself, "what am I grateful for today?" The answers don't have to be deep or philosophical, they can be (and often are) as simple as "the weather was nice."

On the surface, I know the sound of "gratitude journaling" can sound corny and even useless, but this has genuinely become an important part of my daily routine. It feels even cornier to admit that, when I truly reflect on it, this has positively affected my thinking as a whole. Apparently taking a moment to reflect on your day and pick out the happier parts does, in fact, do something!

A quick sampling of "answers" I've written down:

* Finished book, found a really cool sonic comic

* New intern was at work

* Had a BOMB ass nap

* The sunset was BEAUTIFUL!!!!!

* Got on my computer finally and did some Tumblr editing

* Dinner was yummy soup & grilled cheese

These are all short ones. Sometimes I list a couple of things if my day was eventful.

I find that on more "boring" days, I struggle to find something truly "good." Since on these "boring" days I typically have done nothing out of the ordinary. On eventful days, I have a plethora of things to write down. I even find it easier to find something to write down on crummy days, since the happier parts are more shiny and sparkly against a backdrop of grey.

I want to leave this off with an encouragement to try this for just one week to see if it works for you. I started it because it sounded fun and very, very simple—and it is! I also had a journal I needed to do something with. I wasn’t considering the positive impact it would have on me in the long term—so don't expect this to be some miracle ritual, if you're anything like me. Anyway, try it out and see if the routine fits comfortably into your schedule.

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