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Can't Always Get What You Want
Pairing: Jensen/Jared Rating: NC-17 Word count: 2200
Summary: Jensen and Jared sit down together for a conversation
AO3 link: http://archiveofourown.org/works/7659556

Hostage
Pairing: Jared/Jensen Rating: NC-17 Word count: 46K
Summary: Jared has always gotten his regular omega checkups, and he takes his inhibitors like clockwork. He's devoted to his friends and his family, but he's passionate about archeology and dedicated to his career. He's got neither time nor interest for a romantic relationship, much less a mate, and he definitely doesn't want kids. He's working as TA for Dr. Omundson, head of Knox University's archeology department, while he finishes his Master's degree. Jared jumped at the chance to join the dig, but omegas in Rirajistan are rigidly traditional, so Jared agrees to wear Omundson's collar while in-country. The collar is just the visible sign that Jared's under the Doc's protection and responsibility.

While working in the baking sun at the remote desert site, Jared falls under the covetous eye of the local chieftain, a very traditional alpha. Omundson’s collar won't prevent Jensen’s plan to bring Jared into his harem. Betrayed, Jared is given no choice but to adapt to a different path for his life and learn to survive. Jensen has to learn that having something doesn’t always mean getting what you want.
Written for the 2015 spn_j2_bigbang
Master Post LJ || Art Post | | AO3

Headlong
Pairing: Jensen, Jared Rating: PG Word count: 3943
Summary: Jared was just a kid, and Jensen was going to show him the ropes. Any time now.
He should have said something to the kid. He'd meant to, all along, but it was difficult enough getting him to relax, to accept Jensen as a friend. He hadn't wanted to drop this on him as well, not this soon. He'd thought there was time, that he could ease into it, explain things, handle any freakouts--because there were bound to be freakouts, weren't there? Well, there were, now. And by the expression on the kid's face and his posture, there wasn't any more time, none at all.
LJ || AO3

Not all Cats are Grey in the Dark
Artist: mishmellow
Pairing: Jared/Jensen Rating: NC-17 Word count: 35k
Summary: Mourning his husband's death in a hostage situation gone wrong, Jared left LAPD and big city crime for the Middlebrook Sheriff's Department, seeking a slower pace and time for his heart to heal. It seems like he's found a refuge, getting to know the locals, but Middlebrook isn’t just the friendly small town he’d hoped for. Murder rears its ugly head, and nothing about the case is clearcut. His nights haunted by nightmares of his dead husband, Jared spends his days working to solve the case. Nothing comes easy, and the gorgeous man with green eyes he meets on his second night in town isn’t making it any easier.
Written for the 2014 spn_j2_bigbang
Master Post LJ || Art Post || AO3

More Than Words 'Verse

More Than Words
Artist: bflyw
Pairing: Jared/Jensen Rating: NC-17 Word count: 60K

Summary: Scientists and statisticians have monitored falling birth rates for decades, helpless as declining fertility predicted possible human extinction. But a new ray of hope was discovered; boys are tested in their twelfth year, and the small percentage who are capable of conceiving are taken, separated for education and training in their new way of life. At eighteen, each is assigned to the man who will father the children he will bear. Jensen missed his testing; his status is discovered when he's an adult. Unprepared, untrained, and unwilling, he's assigned to Jared. Jared is conflicted by his desire to father children, his growing love for the man placed in his care, and sympathy for Jensen's difficulty adjusting to the changes in his life. Resentful and rebellious, Jensen finds unexpected strength and support from the man he should hate.
Written for the 2011

spn_j2_bigbang

Master Post LJ || Art Post || AO3

What Was Lost | More Than Words Timestamp
Pairing: J2 Rating: PG-13 Word count: 3006
Summary: This is just a little glimpse of family life that follows a few months after More Than Words. You probably should read that first.
LJ || AO3

More Than Us
Artist: bflyw
Pairing: Jared/Jensen Rating: NC-17 Word count: 43K
Summary: More Than Us continues Jared and Jensen's story as they try to raise their children, now teenagers, under the constant shadow of the Department of Reproduction's oppressive regime. They've been careful to stay out of the limelight, but trouble finds them anyway when Mac, their eldest, discovers for himself the injustices of the ceiver system. He joins the anti-Repro movement, not fully understanding the possible cost of rebellion for himself, his friends, and his family.
Written for the 2012

spn_j2_bigbang
Master Post || Art Post || AO3

More Than Ever
Artist name: angstpuppy
Pairing: Jared/Jensen, Jared/OMC Rating: NC-17 Word count: 42k
Warnings: noncon, PTSD, flashbacks of torture, violence, prison, hurt!Jared
Summary: Every rebellion exacts a price. When Jared is swept up in a raid by Repro and disappears, that cost becomes harder with every passing day. Jensen is left alone to keep their family together while people he loves, and some he never knew, are working to change the world and find the missing. When Jared is finally found and reunited with his husband and family, Jared is a changed man. Scarred, broken, brutalized in terrible ways, how can he live with what happened to him while he was imprisoned without trial or hope? Is he strong enough to recover, to reclaim his life? Has living with no news and little hope for so long changed Jensen? Can they find each other and believe in love again?
Written for the 2013

spn_j2_bigbang
Master Post LJ || Art Post || AO3

OTHER FIC ON AO3
The Measure of a Man, Jared/Jensen, AU. Word count: 1449
Inspired by

mickeym's A Changed Man

consumes thee in this den, SPN, gen. Word count: 6724, originally posted to LJ as

arliss
Summary, AHBL, Bobby's POV: I get one shot at the kid in the BDUs, but he jukes in the fog and is gone, even his footfalls swallowed up. The wet clammy stuff swirls around me and for a second I'm not sure I can find my way back. And then a cry comes out of the dark that curdles my blood, and I head in that direction as fast as I can move. A single syllable, a name torn bloody from a throat never meant to make a noise like that.