more than words

[fufaraw]

[PART 1: Ch 1-4 ] [ PART 2: Ch 5-8 ] [ PART 3: Ch 9-12 ] [ PART 4: Ch 13-15 ] [ PART 5: Ch 16-18 ] [ PART 6: Ch 19-21 ] [ PART 7: Ch 22-24 ] [ PART 8: Ch 25-Epilogue ] [ ART ]  DOWNLOADS all dowloads includes art PRC (mobi) for Kindle and Palm OS Epub for Sony and iPad PDF incl. pagenumbers/footer PDF w/o pagenumbers/footer MORE THAN WORDS Fic title: More Than Words Author name: fufaraw Artist name: bflyw Genre: RPS AU Pairing: J2 Rating: NC-17 Word count: 59,530 Warnings: dubcon, mpreg, suicide ideation, minor character death offscreen Scientists and statisticians have monitored falling birth rates for decades, helpless as declining fertility predicted possible human extinction. But a new ray of hope was discovered; boys are tested in their twelfth year, and the small percentage who are capable of conceiving are taken, separated for education and training in their new way of life. At eighteen, each is assigned to the man who will father the children he will bear. Jensen missed his testing; his status is discovered when he's an adult. Unprepared, untrained, and unwilling, he's assigned to Jared. Jared is conflicted by his desire to father children, his growing love for the man placed in his care, and sympathy for Jensen's difficulty adjusting to the changes in his life. Resentful and rebellious, Jensen finds unexpected strength and support from the man he should hate. NOTE: With the loss of Megaupload, temporary hosting of PDFs, etc. has been graciously provided by morgandawn. She asks me to extend the hosting offer to other 2011 BigBang authors and artists whose work was hosted at Megaupload. Contact me at my profile address or by PM.   | Link to fic | | Link to art |

Comments

[josieb1.livejournal.com]

This looks awesome, thank you, and thanks for the PRC and PDF links, its much appreciated

[aythia.livejournal.com]

Oh my god, I don't wanna work I wanna read this now! *grabs PDF* This sounds so awesome, now I know why bflyw told me to keep an eye out for the story she was making art for!

[bflyw.livejournal.com]

You've posted! YAY!

It was a pleassure working with you! I am so happy we had this wonderful collaboration - it's not guaranteed the connection between artist and writer is this good. We did great!

And thank you for writing such a wonderful story! I will re-read the entire thing today, and I will enjoy every word. I know this is a story I will re-visit many times. Thank you for writing a story that will be stored in my Kindle for a looong time! :-)

Please say I can make art for for stories you will write *puppy eyes*

[gemini72au.livejournal.com]

Ohhh... this looks great! I can't wait to start reading. And I just bought a kindle two days ago, so thank you for the mobi download (and for including the art with it), it's great!

[louisem27.livejournal.com]

God why do I need to work? I want to stay home and read this!

This looks amazing!!!!!

[mangacat201.livejournal.com]

HOLY FRICKING COW BATMAN. This is ... I can't even... I cried so many times for the anguish and the hurt and the love in such a incredibly fucked up situation. And yes, there was so much in there, so much we take for granted in our greener pastures but that others are as far from as they can possibly get. The feelings and the decidedly 'not-the-easy-way-out' you pulled in with the inevitable end of Jared finally, finally pulling his weight, opening his own life and both of them working to make a whole out of something fractured and mechanical even though they trained themselves to view it as a wholesome relationship,... but that still had to be enough for a time because otherwise they'd have broken, well, that was like mindblowing.
Cat

[fufaraw]

Thanks to the awesome bflyw. She did the coding for the PDFs, PRC, and Epub, not just the kickass art!

[fufaraw]

Hope you enjoy it!

[fufaraw]

You're so welcome--and I can't ever thank you enough for all the coding you did, as well as the beautiful art!

Of course you can make art for stories I write--considering how infrequently that is, though, you might want to line up some other writers to make art for! (Or your own!)

[fufaraw]

I'm so happy you enjoyed the story, and I'm gratified the commentary on social issues didn't distance you from the characters and what they went through.

Thanks for reading, and leaving such kind comments.

[fufaraw]

All thanks for the kindle-ability go to bflyw. She's good like that!

[fufaraw]

I hope it doesn't disappoint!

[wusswoo.livejournal.com]

I have to admit I do have a 'thing' for mpreg, particularly with an unwilling impregnee (if there is such a word). I really don't want to look too hard into what that all says about me. I loved the progression of their relationship, especially as Jensen had such an abrupt induction into his new life. I enjoyed it as a thoroughly good story which kept me captivated and rooting for the two protagonists. BTW I would love a sequel especially if they decide to fight against Repro. Thanks for such a fab story xx

[fufaraw]

Heh. At the moment, I'm not thinking of writing anything for quite a long time.

But thank you for the kind comments. I'm glad you enjoyed the story.

[jodean80.livejournal.com]

I was waiting for this. I love mpreg stories. Can't wait to read it.

[izzie7.livejournal.com]

This was fantastic - I was absolutely riveted from start to finish. You did a great job of depicting a world that makes you think there but for the grace of god without being heavy-handed about it, and you conveyed the horror of it without resorting to beating the reader about the head with it. I really hurt for Jensen (did he ever have to take the anti-depressants etc, I wonder?) and Jared was patience personified.

And they fight, yes?
:)

[fufaraw]

I hope it doesn't disappoint!

[fufaraw]

::shifty eyes:: Sure, they do!

I'm so glad you enjoyed the story, that it engaged you. Thanks for reading, and for saying nice things.

[gemini72au.livejournal.com]

I was up until 2.30am reading your story (thank God I'm on holidays). I couldn't put it down! I nearly stood up and cheered for Jared when he told Jensen that if they married, he had to accept the kids also. I hurt for Jensen's situation, and I loved Jared for his love and patience. Such a wonderful story!

[fufaraw]

Thank you so much. I'm very glad you enjoyed it.

[awakencordy.livejournal.com]

that megaupload link is dead for me for some reason even though it looks alive. is it possible for me to get "PDF w/o pagenumbers/footer" through mediafire?

[bflyw.livejournal.com]

if you PM me your emailaddress I can send it to you...

[awakencordy.livejournal.com]

i asked a friend from a different country to give it to me, so it's settled now, thank you! :D

[bflyw.livejournal.com]

Are you from the US?
I have noticed sometimes when I try to dl from MU files that has been uploaded from american ppl, that the links are dead for me, and vice versa, that when I upload, that american ppl often can't dl. So I guess it has something to do with which servers they are stored on, or something.

[awakencordy.livejournal.com]

I'm from Turkey actually but yes, it's because of the server clash and the ips, it sucks.